It might be possible that your ex boyfriend might not even bother talking to you anymore.
You can be able to reverse that.
It doesn't really matter what happened or how it happened you can still get back to each other.
In order for this to work you should learn from your mistakes.
Imagining your ex boyfriend is holding your hand while telling you how much you mean to him.
Whether recent or not it is really devastating that may cause psychological effect to you.
Heartbreak is a problem that has no medicine for cure.
The pain stays and will only fly away after sometime, but no one can say how long would it stay.
The good thing is that you don't really have to bury yourself going through all these.
You can have the power to change things the exact opposite way.
At the same time you can have the power to strengthen your relationship once you get back together.
There are also a lot of reasons that is possible to why he left you.
Out of the blue your partner makes a big decision.
You will be shocked one day when your lover tells you that this is not working anymore.
You tried to make him stay but no matter what you say he's mind is already fixed.
Desperation comes from the rejection you felt starting that day he left you.
By having this desperation with you it will only result to silly things that you might do just to get him back.
Haven't you realize that letting that emotion take over you may lead to damage.
These will the break up in the permanent stage.
It is not possible for you to see all the not so good things you are already doing when you are feeling so down and desperate.
Know that there are no people who are perfectly matched.
When you know you are smart and responsible enough to make such actions then go.
It is never a mistake to make him love you again as long as you won't destroy something.
Have a lot of patience and you will be able to reach your goals.